Procrastinate, fishie sadness, weekend outlook

I feel so unmotivated. I'm such a procrastinator. It's great we have veteran's day off tomorrow, but it won't be good if I just sit around and watch TV. Grrr. I need a good kick in the butt.

My fishie isn't doing well. Poor thing. I wish he would pass away in his "fishie sleep." I have the most resilient fish. Most fish would die after being looked at the wrong way... So now I'm thinking of calling for an appointment to put my fish down (euthanize it). I'm worried they will think it is a practical joke. I'm worried that I don't want to be alone :( Maybe I'll wait until Mikey gets back so he can come with me. I think I will wait until then. It's sad. Romeo is the white one on the far left side of the picture. This is an old picture as I only have two fish left. They are much, much bigger now too. The two large goldfish, which I've had for more than 4 years (longer than I've been with mike even), take up most of the tank now. The large goldfish (Juliet) on the right beats up on the old one (Romeo). I'll have to get her a friend after he goes. Maybe a beta?

So let me do a run down of the week so far:
Monday I was stressed out because I didn't get enough work done over the weekend and had a quiz on Tuesday. So I studied (crammed) for about 3 hours and think I did well enough on the quiz. Made one stupid mistake... but I'll just bite the bullet. On Tuesday I helped process 2 litters of piglets. They are so cute. We cut their needle (read baby) teeth, notched their ears, cropped their tails, gave them iron injections, and learned how to judge them as potential breeders as opposed to just meat. Lots of fun, didn't get to castrate them though :( It's good to remember that vet school's not just about cramming facts into your head and that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I was exhausted and stinky afterwards. Wednesday I had more class and took a nap and wrote a long email and posted in my blog. Also today, I wrote another long email and thought I sent it, but I didn't go through and I lost it :(

And then what I have to look forward to: pulling an all-nighter of sorts tonight to study, my anatomy test will be returned Friday, lots and lots of studying (I hope) this weekend for the major p-chem test Monday (42% of my final grade), and hopefully to watch a movie at some point. Maybe Shrek 2 or Moulin rouge, or Romeo and Juliet. Also (maybe) a jump on all the other work and crap I have to do :(

I wish blogger had that mood thing like Livejournal does. That would be cool. I'll just make my own, but I don't have enough expressions...

Mood: dead