Randomness

I had some thoughts today. Decided to blog. I toured the infamous grave site on Grafton campus for the first time today. Hopefully will post pics on yahoo tomorrow in class when I get bored in class. Several people have laptops in class, like me now, and it's funny to get emails instantly about what the professor says in lecture. The gravesite wasn't spooky like I thought, though the weird tower thing was spooky.

I am Triskaidekaphobic. Look it up. I've picked up lately just how superstitious I am. I think it may be my way for attempting to control my fate. Without the comfort of religion, it's my way of feeling like I have some control. I suppose it reveals my insecurities. I'm at the half way point of vet school and can feel clinical rotations right around the corner and it's scary. I don't have much direction for after I graduate which is freeing and terrifying at the same time. I can do what ever I like, provided I get a job. I've been a student for so long, I can't even imagine what that is like. My experience with office jobs solidified my hate for working solely at a desk, and my experience at the vet clinic makes me realize that I love what I do and can't imagine doing anything else. Of course, the feeling is beaten down by the anecdotal stories of vets KILLING patients, what it takes to lose one's license, and what to do if sued. I makes me feel terribly nervous in class and my ulcers start to bled. I hate the 'k' word.

Ok, sleep time. Yay, class starts at 9AM instead of 8. Just thinking about next week makes my stomach do flips.